Sunday, 30 May 2010

30....again......


haix....thanks to all the wish...but i really hate to celebrate it....cus i hate to celebrate it...it bring me up to my past that i dun want to remember it..cus it still hunted to until now....it really so hard to let it go...even i trying to put it away from here....cus it just can be fine anymore...but i really gratefully that my fellow friend celebrate it for me cus of that.....i know that not bad to celebrate it...but still i cant get out from here...i cant and tell how much i want to say goodbye to my past but i cat do it...cus i cant let it go as much i want it be...i cant understand how i want how i feel....how much i want it so bad...i cant let my self feel freedom cus i know i will change from the moments i know to be freedom....sya it just happen...but i cant let it happen...cus i still want to take the last nice person for my family...please let me say goodbye...cus it really hurt me so badly until i cant let it go from my heart...i cant help me sefl now....i cant stop now..never know that.....birthday can be this wonderfully....wish to run here....forget all wat have i done in my life...cus i know..i cant stay like this anymore....it just will hurt me....and i cant stand another pain for my life...too many surprised in my life...keep smile in my life...keep pretend it...keep to happy for it...keep to laugh for it....keep be strong for my self....keep be the one for my sefl...keep be are good daughter to my family...keep be a good sister to my siblings.....keep repeat it everyday...keep doing it...nobody going to hepl me...nobody going to save me..nobody going to tell me how to do...nobody going to stay besides with me going through...cus it all me....

Sunday, 23 May 2010

the selca picture....after performance...^.^
































































heheh...^_^all have fun...
sungmin and heecul...also have fun ...haha^>^
keep love the super junior new album...haha^_^yeah!!!~~~ hwaiting
are we smart enought for this pose...haha^.^