Wednesday, 9 June 2010
god, if u listen to me now...i just hope that will fie and if i could have one wish i just hope that you will give my family healthy and always doing fine..~~~i dunno have many wish but i just hope that god...i never tot that everything will be like this but i trying be strong to get it over soon and get it lost soon...life like this something make me think too much and make me lost control in my self..i never want asking you so much...i want get over tis things but i cant do that....i just hope that...wish that....~~~~~~just cant really take it..`~~~~
Saturday, 5 June 2010
it Friday ..but i keep doing he same things everyday....i keep dreaming....dreaming what i going to be in the future...how i going to get through all this life...how i going to be independents in this world....there so much wish and dream that i have in my life but i cant have it all cus it just too many until i cant get it to be one in my future. sometimes maybe i ask to much from god or it give me to many wish and dream to be.?? life is complicate sometimes to get to know but i still trying my best to get to know it and get to handle ad balance it in my world. sometimes keep thinking the same reason why am i here...to be in this world..i think i get the answer already. maybe not all things that i can understand or to get to know it but i will never give up to find it...because i believe someday i will know the answer. find my self again...so that i wont lost again in my way. live with no regrets any more even so still live with it cus i believe it it has to be you...god..let me understand it someday..let me know why is it....~~~
Thursday, 3 June 2010
cant breath with life like this....cant have my own space like this...i cant stand anymore even it for one minute..you dunno that feel like nothing...cant be bad or good person....for my life cus i dun have any choose to be who i am.i just be the person that i should follow and allow to be..i just wish that how much that i want to be like some one else to be like that...but i cant cus you make my mind to have many choose and way to be that...and not to be that...come to this world it the biggest things that you have give me....but to come out all this pain it just cant be stand for...