Thursday, 21 August 2014

Those days....



Yes, we cant escape the fact the we will always growing up, as we all experience all kind different lifestyle.... We experience the changing of environment, the friendship, the family, the way we living, the relationship we have, the stranger, etc.....

Sometimes we imagine but to make it work, it took a thousand step to find a reason why we doing it and make it happen on your place. It’s seem easy but the true is it took LOTS hard work and positive mind to make all your DREAM come true... DREAM never easy for you to achieve but like the old saying “ if you want, then try the best possible way to make it happen, cus if it meant to be yours, there no way for your not to achieve it ” 

THERE too many reason to broke your HEARTS and THERE too many reason for you to live positive in your HEARTS... Cus day by day TIMES is ruining as we still stuck to make a choice which is better for us. We can’t understand how things will turn up for us but ONE things i can sure that WE SHOULD APPRECIATION WHAT WE HAVE NOW, CUS WE NEVER KNOW WHAT WE COULD LOSE TOMORROW..... Acting like you do’t care at all, i cant resist cus i cant be that type person, cus i feels guilty for some reason.. *being human is crazy* probably one of reason is I CAN FEELS WHAT THE LIFE HAS HE/SHE BEEN THROUGH...* cus i ever went through my darkness life , where you don’t have anybody to talk, feels so hopeless and depressed

So i guess i cant act like i don’t care at all. Although i feels people just using me for them comfort way or whatever it is. Still i can’t act like i don’t care so this is one of my weakness....

As growing up, there many things, i thinks almost everything you needs make a CHOICE where is right for you and your future. For me make those decision is HARD cus scared of making or end in my bad choice and REGRET is the last things i don’t want it happen on me but yeah.. I cant predict all IN good ways. Were now i REGRET the most of decision where the ONLY chance i has... I dunno when it will be my CHANCE again... My experience growing up went way to far for me to be exactly how it suppose to be but all i can said, i did went through those UP N DOWN in my life where i guess i became strong and tough enough for myself to survive in this world. Cus ANYTHINGS COULD HAPPEN.. Things has became lots hard and hard for this lately but yeh...i can’t give up easily cus this the LIFE where i needs to make myself survive. YOU can’t always ask for easy way to make living, YOU have to work hard to make living. It’s always okay to fails, cus those fails make you became even more AS a WIINER to everything's what you fight for in your life. You might end up didn’t get or get it but those PROCESS will became you guide for your life.. Learning never END...

  FRIENDSHIP COME AND GO, but having them is just part of your process of the life, cus them will make your JOURNEY more meaningful, beautiful and understanding. Although them can’t stay forever *some of them might stay forever, we never know* but always TREASURE what you ever have with them. Cus of them, here you ARE became although bad or good, the INFLUENCE you can’t deny. But t’s okay, if them never be the same like before cus we all deserve who is worth for US. Cus you can’t keep them forever, cus them will know someday who is better for them. So learn how to let it go when you can’t hanging on. anymore Cus it’s OKAY...Its really OKAY... *yes, i do learn how to let go some the friendship i can’t hanging on, cus i guess, this is the best * :-) BUT i still being good friend with all my friends.. 

I ALWAYS wonder what will waiting for me more in future, but yes, we can’t predict the future, we can plan but all of it we only can pray the BEST AND BEST AND BEST for the us and the future will coming....




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