Wednesday, 14 March 2018

Beginning 2018

HELLOooooooooooo! Its been awhile, omg its almost 3 years been away from my blogs!!!! :( all i can said its been a long journey for the past 2 years, i would like its was a long long long way and journey. and im soo happy to let you guys know that i FINALLY achieved my dream and its my DREAM COME TRUE!! and i know i been share and share the story of my dream soo yeahhh!!! im soooooooo happppppy and finallly i get to travel the world i mean not all but still yeahhhh some of the amazing places i always wanted to go. :) 

how everyone is doing? how life's ? how everything's in life going? how 2018 going so far for you guys? i hope everyone have a great time so far. i dunno if some of you guys realize or not, i do think the times flies so fast and its freaking fast and its MARCH already!! like seriously!!!? and i getting old day by day. HAHAHA well, i think that life about, times flies, everything is changing, so do human. but hey! as long we still breath, love, a good health and still have our love on beside us. that all matters right? 

I've good so far, living my dream, no even once but twice. from a small town girl to big city its like a whole new world for me but throughout this 2 years and half i never change and still the same and the old me, even my lifestyle is different now. and my GMT is super crazy since i started working as a cabin crew. but i still love and in love my career so much although there is a bad day but no matter what, life goes on. hehehehe and currently working for 1 of the international airlines in asia, so that give me alot benefits to fly over to few's places in Europe, america station, and i will never get bored to flies to the same station cus there so much to looking forward and soo much things to do. i would like TRAVEL do let me see different things in life and inspired me so much in each and single way in my life, and its change the perspective of my life, the people, the culture, the religion, the dream etc. that keep my life more meaningful. hehe 

in dubai :)
Im really grateful and appreciated that lord never even once leave me and keep me strong in every prayer i said, and where i stand now its him bring me up and my greatest honor and appreciation will always goes to him. thank you for never forget me and thank you for always stick with me throughout my life. 

Friday, 19 June 2015

Diary For May + My Birthday + UTI infection

Hello, Hi, Sorry Guy for haven't update anything since my last post last month, Yes, as you all can see, i haven't been here for such a long time, as been quite lazy ( hihihihihi) and as well internet not allow me too so always up for instagram only (Most of the time) hehehe :P 

So how everyone doing now? I hope everything went well, and great.. :)

lately social media now always on top for instagram which is include me, well, it kinda be addicted and very simple, easy to use it and for me personally like blog too but not details as blog here and i still prefer on blog which is can write more, post more and most importantly is DETAILS...  is all about details. :) 

I just recently celebrate mine birthday, super emotional day for me, well ~~~

1, Feeling old, (that the fact... lol ) 
2, haven't getting a stabil career ( My dream Job still on working ) 
3, Healthy not in very good condition as before (Just recently recover frm infection)
4, haven't really have a trip backpacker for myself ( been planning for such long time 
     still not yet confirm) 
5, My bucket list still on hold, ( Try to saving as much i can to achieve my wishlist)
6, Haven't do any saving for long time running ( insurance, deposit saving, car, house,  
7, Haven't get my driver license ( Still trauma but not much as before so can consider now)
8, Family trips  ? ( well, if enough budget will do, doesn't matter anywhere) 
9, Still on working my diet, fitness lifestyle now, well, a bit more hard work now so i     
     excited to see the result on my body and hit those rocky, sexy look fashion..huahahaha 10, Relationship.... hrmm.. YES, haven't hit to the point meeting someone can take care my 
      heart... hopefully there is someone on the way for me but I pray for the best.  :)  

AND the list actually still going on.. Etc.... huhuhuhu


Thank you to my both parents for raise me, thank you to my sibling to inspire me to became even better person to myself, thank you god for always there for me through the dark and bright moments. 

" my last wish is i hope the WORLD will stay forever PEACE WITHOUT ANY WAR.. cus i soo sad for everything's going on in this world right now, i wish i could do somethings but i know there always an limit for what we could did, and all i could DO is pray for the best, stop the war, stop the violence, stop the Human Trafficking, stop the kidnapping, and moreee.. " 


 Story of Infection UTI - Urinary_tract_infection 

Yes, probably we all know about this or maybe not all.. to tell the true, i kinda embarrassed to story this cus this kinda more to very sensitive and private thing to talk and share.. hehehehe  but i decide to write post about this and share to you guys, cus maybe some of us never know about this infection and probably no idea at all. and as first time i been told 
 i had this infection, i was all blur and no idea, panic cus this is very first time i ever heard and myself get infection by this.
and so do i, do some research on internet, and believe me it does help me alot and give me some idea how to PREVENT IT and RECOVER from it and of course we need to get advise from doctor to eat the medicine to recover from this infection. 

Begin from the first time, i get this infection was two year ago, i guess, it not so worst as i been get on this second time which kinda worst for me, as been a month.. yes A MONTH.. okay back to story, the first time i had this infection, i was working and i feel so uncomfortable for whole morning and keep on urgent pee yes ( URGENT PEE although not much) but yes i felt pain every time i pee and it like somethings keep on push you to pee... so yes, i didn't do anythings cus i though it will back normal so i just wait, wait, wait till afternoon lunch time, i couldn't hold it so i went to near by clinic and see doctor after i explain what happened she told me go take urine test and after waiting for 10 minutes, the result come out and the doctor told me i had UTI ( Urinary Tract Infection)  i was like WHAT....? what that doctor? so she explain to me and she did ask me one question, am i on period now so i told her yes, and she told me that was the cause why i get infection cus maybe the pads that time i using for too long that cause the bacteria travel and yes... infection 
so after two day eat the medicine i feeling so much better. 


Recently, last month, everything was change again, i kinda feel and sense somethings wrong on my body n not comfortable as i keep on URGENT PEE during the morning so i know myself well that i suspend it UTI attack again so i went to clinic and buy the antibiotic as i did told the nurse that i might get the uti infection so she told me to eat medicine and keep drink many water to wash out the bacteria inside. so i been eat that for one week n i feel okay afterward. 

but after 2 day of it, suddenly i feel it again and this time come out worst and i can't stand the pain n keep urgent pee so i went to  clinic and the doctor told me to go take the test urine and after waiting for 10-15 minutes ( I guess) the result came out and doctor told me that mine infection was way too high high and it not like human urine and i was soo shock!! and he give me medicine for a week to eat and told me do not stop eat the medicine although i feel better... continue eat until the medicine been give finish. so i did. 

 but unfortunately, i still feel that pain, so i decide go to government clinic and they ask me go take the urine test and result came out and told that my infection is TOO HIGH that it should and it not good. so the doctor give me ANTIBIOTICS for two weeks and told me drink plenty of water, water, water... and told me to come with blood test result so i did as well the BLOOD TEST cus the doctor suspend my blood might get too much sugars OR might have other place get infection ( like my kidney) as i keep on getting the UTI in just a weeks and didn't recover from it and if still like this i need to admitted to hospital for further check. that the doctor told me 

 and the day been waiting for bloood test result and the doctor told me everything was fine, normal with my blood test so i no need to worry as my infection also gone already which mean i just need to take my cleanness and of course drink plenty of waterrrrr...

SOOO yes, since this is my few time already get this infection so i more extra take care now and keep on drink many water.. which is very important... AND 
my advice is wherever you feeling not comfortable in your (" down here ") hehe direct go see doctor to further check cus it's might infection and you do need to stay alert for it cus without any medication been take care it will even worst and COULD affect your kidney..
 ( which is i find out it could, and it scared me for whole week till i wait my blood test and saying everything is fine, normal, good, i only relieve to hear that ) .....

so i hope this could help those that might experience like me, hope this can help or guide you guys but still seeing directly to doctor or near by clinic/hospital probably is the best for you to get recover even faster..

see you guys in my next post :)
Have a good day

Thursday, 28 May 2015

Diary for April & May

OMG! i sooo lazy recently to updated my blogs when i got a whole day free at home and do nothing! Shit.. there so many going on yet i sooo not ready to face my blogs.. but this is not excuse right.

hope to start active back to updated my blogs now, as i got soo many wanna talk, write and share with you guys... hehehe   bt i can see that those day, Instagram is very addicted and most view and famous right now.. it like a trends, so people more prefer use Instagram then blogs now. but blogs still at best moment now it just not like before.. hehe even my self, kinda more on Instagram then blogging now.. but i know blogging still would be the place for me to talk everything's. haha 

So how you guys been doing lately? anythings changes? anythings new? 
well, i guess some of us do, some of us still the same to fight for somethings for better future, ins't? it's same for me, still fighting for my dream job, my dream, my future and everything's... 

i been quite the same just like other year i been through and t still same to this times, so i hope  will have some changes in my life right now, which is i really need to WORK EXTRA EXTREME hard man! it about to fight back the time's i been missing out. i am hoping there a miracle will happen soon and good news for me. *Fingercrossed* 

beside on searching the career, i quite busying my self with reading lots of novels, books, magazine, but mostly is novels...i became addicted with novel's lately which is i the person hate reading especially English novels but turn out i am right now enjoy of read it. and the fact is all my books now is mostly English novels. sooo yeah! people can change! hahahahahahaha the first books i ever read in my life is probably is " THE FAULT IN OUR STAR" yess! you know it right! it one of the most hot selling books right now and movie as well! this is books definitely one of the best love story every about the teenager fal in love despite their disability and over come because the love.! es! love is absolutely amazing feeling and wonderfully experience :)  

Here, i share one of my favorite form this book. 

Friday, 27 March 2015

Somethings. Selfie, Updated.. HELLLO! March

Hey, hey, guys, how you all be doing, well, guess everyone is busying with life that so hectic lately, or time flies so fast which make things even have to done faster right..? it;s MARCH NOW babe! welcome to #March 

as my life, well, everything's is messy, complicated and soo unclear future, it suck man! i mean, everyone and my friends have their own goals now, yet me, sitting here and think all the stuff just never happen, it really shit, shit but i will never give up for the things i wish to make it happen, so i hoping a good result and good opportunity for the future of my life. so fingercrossed for everything. :) beside that ofcourse work hard for it. 

 so much is going on now, well, seeing someone i closed now is off market! hahaha, soo much is going through BUT afterall i happy that is he best choice. i will pray for their happiness till the end. everything;s happen for reason right? nothing even Beautiful that this. i wish happiness! :) god bless.. 

i been read a few books recently, it it hit me soo such, and it pretty sad but i glad i done read it all. honestly, reading a books really give you idea of life, future, where this will a basic knowledge. ..and not to forget to mention, i kinda love the idea of write my own stories, like my own books..huahahaha, that BIG DREAM, isn't ? i just dare dream only but to make it happen, oh hell! i stilll got looooOOOOOoooong way to go, it took lots time, a really LOOOOooong time to just finished a books. but who know...right? there will always someday to make things happen you WISH TO.  so let just hope things will well n *fingercrossed*  

Love yourself Harder! hahaha, being or consider myself is Adult, Women! oh man, i just been waiting my whole life, to be this age! i dunno why but this exactly where the things and life to became most important to women, a turning point became WOMEN! haha  being a age 25 years old is like this is it! everything's have to be plan, carry, with every best way to make things work, either work, career, family, friendship, love, and Saving money! 

ohhh, everything is soooo expensive seriously, needed think twice for things you need to buy/buying....huhuhuhu  

Friday, 13 March 2015

Happy Chinese New Year! 新年快了!

Hello!! hehehe, oh gosh! It's Chinese New Year #2015! can you BELIEVE THAT..time is flying soo fast and now we are in the middle of #February and CHINESE NEW YEAR! gahhhh...

How everyone doing lately..? I hope things going well...and just GOOD things happened. :) 

Life been going so far is Okayyy..hahaha i mean, there alot going on..which i still need to work on that and yes, still chasing the dream job. so that all i can said.. haha 

Well, Mine ChineseNewYear just like other years, nothing special but yes, still hoping the same mission and visions and ofcourse we all always WISH FOR THE BEST BEST each of our families member. hope this wonderful Chinese new year will bring more lucky, happiness, wealth, prosperity and moreeee! yeahhhhh! :) 

SOMETHING happened recently which bring me feeling sad but at the same times i feel kinda frustrated and happy. lol, that weird.. should i start it.. The guy i been close being a friend now has became someone life now. oh well,, i happy cus this is what he been chasing in he life soo i feel happy for him in he new life. but kinda frustrated that he never being truly being himself which make me as person and a friends feel kind bad,why would he trying to do everything when things already been settle down. huhuhu, just never understand it well but life must goes on and we just gonna moving on into new chapter of our life right.. like the old saying,"You dare to take everything then you must dare to let go everything" hahaha, it just not mean to be yours from the beginning, you have to know early how to stop things became even bigger then now. sometimes, this is just a little part of life you should learn before entry the bigger chapter in life.

 Learn to accept the thing's or something's that involve your life, but must learn to let it go when it come into the right times...

well...something's that great will always come in the way will amazing you right...?  :) 

*enjoy the photos, bu sorry, bad quality,i using my phone camera. :) 

Saturday, 21 February 2015

Hello February 2015!!

oh shitt! it's FEBRUARY now! GOSHHHHHH...HEY Now..i just can't put my imagination to all this thing's cus TIME is soo speechless and we all know, NOBODY could stop the time for you, her, she, he, him, them, they.. Could you UNDERSTAND it.. i always write on my post i just wish i could turn back the time and make it wait for me. so sad and so reality, I can't make it to stop for me. and i could make up all the thing's i wanna make up starting NOW..

i have many going on right now and top my list now, a good job and dream job. so i am *fingercrossed* for those.

Something happen and i could feels it deep down to my heart. i CHANGE, i CHOOSE, i LET GO, i FIGHT, I LOVE BACK. i can't be the same like i was back then but i could feels that i starting to make the way to find the PEACE of MIND i NEED the MOST. The Fact is i am soo much inspired by everything's around me now, either bad or good i let it the most to be STAND in your vision of LIVING IN THIS EARTH. 

You can end up to BEAUTIFUL LIFE but there a UNSTOP SACRIFICE you need to hold on to make it way for you. 


You can end up to UNPREDICTABLE LIFE where you can't pleased everyone to satisfied your way of Living because that a called as " I JUST CAN'T STAND AND WATCH, I NEED TO LOVE, I NEED TO LIVE LIKE SOME OTHER WHERE THE LUXURY OFFER,CHANGE SO EASY CUS THIS IS THE WAY UNPREDICTABLE "