Saturday, 31 August 2013

Hang out day in my month of August.

It been really awhile havne't really stay close with sea, here i really make me feel much better than anything i could ask. it just wash away all my worries. make me feel calm and peace....
Celebrate "Hari Raya Aidilfitri" at friends house (OPEN HOUSE) and spending time with my girls Josephine and Shufen at Upperstar Restaurant n meeting with Yawen before went to wawa Open house.

And another day went to dining iwth my friends which is it been really long time haven't see them and we all been busy with our own work, seeing everyone tonight is feeel great and awesome! i always miss how we used to hang out together every time when we just in college life. arghh! time flies do do we are, gotta moving fast to stay in this universe cus time wont even wait us.  Spending time with them while there was a live band as well, one of my favorite activity to doo and this is definitely my time to enjoy the people, dining and MUSICCC as weeell! :) oh life!

yups, it black and white day in this wonderful and busy month of August.  i think this is my very first day to outing on this month, cus be truly honest the work is like never ending at all and arghhh! i just speechless and yeah  it growing up process so yups. work do make me feel more acknowledge and being explore more

Thank you for everything and wish you good luck always :) month of uaguts pretty well  tough but it a good experience through ...Sometimes life is work in the way we could never expect, it can a little sweet world to you and it Can be a nightmare to you life. So I would say that life is full of surprises when you about to expect then it will come with unexpected situation. Huh! Life Is crazcrazy your.. it almost a year now I been working here, times flies so fast. there's many things i never experience before so being and to learning at here, it really mean so much to me. It a growing up proceed. 

Monday, 12 August 2013

Style that White + Red #OOTD


Hey..hey...It's August people! how everyone doing? i hope doing well in everything's :) as me, well, life been pretty good too it just unbalance for me so it really hard to maintain and balance everything in the same time. but i know i should have a healthy lifestyles i mean, i slept really late and wake really late, always eat junk food and not on time having my breakfast, lunch, dinner so it really crazzzyyy! hahahahaha but as time flies and my age will get big..big.and bigger , i just should take care about my lifestyles and be more healthy day by day. 

so hwaitce! u can do it and be a more healthy person! :) and here my look for outfit of the day simple and easy and COMFORTABLE! which is i really do love the combination of color white + red color! it look so color and bright to me! haha:) anyways, still another new side of me cus i don't really wear color like this since i am not a big fans but as me try on it actually it not look bad at all so i gonna wear it more than before. :)

Till the next post, see you guy around! :)  

Monday, 15 July 2013

It's Matter.

yes, it about matter now. i been really upset about things going on right now in my life. it's very tough and challenges for me. it something i can't even question about it and i can't even make my own judgement but i do care all the whole process. at the beginning it just small and now it getting bigger and it been a fixed now. i mean, people do change in just a minute right..sometimes it change it don't even take a second either its a smart choice or not but it just "CHANGE".. that how easy people can be in life.
  i trying my best too give the best but it seem like whatever i did or do it always wrong and selfish in their eyes, but honestly, i really have no idea anymore how to do and handle it so do tell me how to do it don't just sit there yelling at me cus it just won't get things better and telling me that "i don't understand". so make me understand about it. it really stress me out like forever. i really wish that i don't care it too much but i just can't cus i still believe it and i really hope i can change it. it took me to realize that how people really change and change for somethings that shouldn't be and change for someone that you just met and make those decision how childish and stupid. 
 i did my best and this is how i can go for you and fight for you, but if you gonna stick to it what can i do more. i can't fight anymore cus it about to give up and it about to take and move on. even we stay in same house and grow up together but someday there will a day you get married and seing you became someone husband and became father. that all matter. but if i could hope you be, then i wish you never choice this way and take your time and make a good choice of your life. cus it always yours.   

Sunday, 14 July 2013

Welcome the July 2013.

Yoohooo! Yeah..yeah..put your hands up in the air and feel it. so, July just another month we gonna go through before August. So fast how it feel with time flies this fast? well...i guess, everyone does feel the same way tooo right. time is running too fast, so we are, have to catch the time to make sure things going well and make sure we didn't left too much behind.

I been really busy, as you read my lately post, it all about busy..busy..busy..Work getting big and stress it getting beyond strong for me but i think i still can manage it well. so work life still in very good timing for me. but i must so far i does enjoy and learning is always fun,adventure and one of process of growing up. and the most awesome about the place i work was the colleague there was soo nice, kind, and caring. this is the first time i meet such a lovely person. nowadays it really rare to meet a good people and people good to you. so it such a bless to knowing them. i always..always thankful for them kindness and i always will remember them in my life. their just another part of my story that i will always kept in my memories. i dunno how to put a word to say how much i really appreciate what their give to me and help me. it just something i will always grateful and thankful and it such a great experience and journey with their. their just such a good people.

Talk about my friends, well..honestly i doesn't have many weird cus i always the one who talk alot things, scream like crazy people at home but surprisely i doent have many friends. and even on my phone contact list just a few..few..few people. Hahaha:D Believe or not it is! i guess, i just weird and hard to approach by people..some of them just work far from city, busy handle family business, travelling to other country.. so i hardly meet them so we just meet when there a time is everyone is free. ..hrmm...i am spending my whole time with reading and listen to music and watching a dram/movie or reality story of people life on YouTube so that my life. haha:P and make it more clear, yes..i ma Single lady with such a weird personality, crazy and somewhere dunno where i really belong too. but it never really stress me out until recently i found out that wah! i been living my life without having someone and this kind of feeling it just "Rolling" and "Rolling" deep and looking a best space to make things great. some people just saying that, ooh..your such a "Weird" person, how come someone like you haven't have boyfriend and at this age..! it's unbelievable! haha:P i does laugh hard when i hear this and i dunno how to react to that questions but one things for sure is at this moment i feel comfortable and yeah this is my very BEST ZONE and SAFE ZONE. i still need to stay in safe zone cus i still not brave enough to make another step to take a big chance. maybe someday i will...oooh.....

Monday, 1 July 2013

Officialy 23 now.! :) 30.05.2013

!!! :) ready to spread my wings tooooo gooo!

Hello! welcome myself to age 23... yoohooo!
stay good, awesome, and smileeeeeeee! :) Peace yo! 

Every year, we all share something very same which is "Birthday" or we call it the day you come to this world. 

 I think this a great way to remind yourself how many times have left till we really became something bigger by day by and year by year. Just wanna take this wonderful day to said, Thank you to my Parents for bringing me to this world and i always and forever thank you for everything that you been giving me till this day. Raise a kids always not a easy job to do but my parents did it and i really thankful for that.

Feeling the age at 23 year old, is something really scaring number for me. I dunno why people always get excited to enter the world of being 23 but as for me ofcourse i do feel that excited but i been really worry so much about everything. rather than said sad, i think the situation that i having right now is the answer for myself for being worry about everything. sometimes it about time how to handle and settle between the time have stuck in life. Time arrived tooOOooo Fast, and i didn't have much time to catch out the time that running so fast, sometime i just watch it pass does get me trauma just watch the time flies so fast. i mean, i have soo much things that i haven't done it yet, i just want to do everything's as soon as i really can till i break the word we call Limited. But everything we do , always there call we just a human being and i do believe that and i know whatever we did we just gonna give the very..very best to survive and stay strong in this life. right.

so enter the world of being age 23 does something awesome, gorgeous, wonderfully so i just gonna stay and live it every meaning full to myself.  just being a such wonderful person to myself and stay the very strong of me and i know god always lean me to the right way and with the permission he give i sure i gonna do fine with myself. after what going on in my life, i come to accept things step by step now and believe me it really hard to admit what has going on but with trying to accept it does the best way to get over it. it took my long..long..long time to accept soo for myself it work on me. seeing myself now, i does come such a long..long way to being who i am now so i really proud of myself and here now i became WOMAN and i really look forward what going to happen in future and how everything's. It getting harder but life always that harder, the more you get into it the more harder you can be

Live it while you still see everything's, cus whatever the view you see now it would bring you to understand things that you never know. 

 Live happily Alice! you can do it! :)

Saturday, 29 June 2013

Dot that Spring Color.


Holla my lovely and greatest Blogger here.! how everyone doing? hope everyone is doing awesome and great and be health people! :) after a few month struggling to update my blogs here it because work been really hectic and damn tired! i mean i am getting old soo body is not react very good now. hahaha:D Just turning 23 but feeling old already! haha:P 

Yes, back with the brand new me, which is i just cut my hair and back with new age!:) changing is getting big and here i am with a big number ahead year by year now.
 Every season are waiting the turn to became and the feeling i have now, "FREEDOM" yups,  free, styles, sexy,lovely, love, wonderful, life, strong, gorgeous gonna stay tight in my arm now.  this time i put the very special photo..haha:d it's me in many way photo i pose. huahahaha:D and feels the spring and i feel bright and sunshine! 
BTW, this my outfit of day. my favorite! :) spring with colorful and flowers!

I hope you guys have a wonderful day and stay sunshine and bright! :) Kept smile ^___^

Thursday, 13 June 2013

Hello with Black and White.

 Hello...Hello my lovely blogger! I miss you guys! how everyone doing? well..i hope everything is great and good and nice day! :) as me, well...there's many post still pending here soo yups gonna look for time to post it on blog! :)
 Life been really roller coaster lately but still manage to hold it tight sooooo gonna work hard and pray hard. hehehe:) and the funny one is i bought a book last two month and guess what still lie on my bed not even one page i read it. omg! that is just not me. it been 2 month man! i think i really should re-arrange my times for everything. i guess time goes beyond fast now like seriously, i can't even believe that it June 2013 now! like SERIOUSLY....?! this is just like a huge alarm in my life that i need to and should move very fast and fast and FAST! cus TIME wont stand beside and wait me , i mean if that really happen then i will be the happy and happppppy girl int his earth right! hahahahhahaha:D such a Dream! huh..! 
i been really into Music lately and i been really thinking to buy a Guitar! Yess, that it cus i want it for quite a long time already but i always miss that chance to buy. hihi since now i working and i pretty have some saving for it since guitar is really Expensive now sooo yeah gonna really work on it and Saviiiing! haha:D i can do it and i will get it! Waiiiit me Guitar! i not good in guitar but i always admire those people can play it well and even can make a song with it so in 2013 i neeeeeed to buy it and learn it! and i hope that my future Prince of heart know how to play or just willing to learn just for me. huahahahaha:D that would be such a sweeeet, sweeet romantic for me. hihihi :)

so i see you guys sooon and please wait my other post here for the past few month happening in my life. soooo see you guys sooon! Much love from meeee! :) ♥♥♥♥

Saturday, 18 May 2013

Blue it out with Denim!



 Soooooo yeah! Finalllly my Denim is arrived and here a snap of my new favorite lover! i am soo much in love this blue color and it easy, simple, elegant and look Chic! :) Life been quite busy with work now and everything's so rush and fast since the time is running soo fast and i been stuck on this complicated jam of life here so i am taking things step by step now but it can be really frustrated too as i might be taking things so long to completed everything. i been really stress alot lately and i in love with my job now but i don't think i can take for long period so yups i have my date line for it now. just waiting a right time to move now. it not easy to make this decision but i think for everything that i have to take my responsibilities, i will definitely going to do this. so i really need to stay strong and positive nooow! my little sis and brother is grown up so well and looking handsome and gorgeous! haha:P but ofcourse they just a teenager that playing too much sometimes so i hope they can balance everything out and hope they living well and success! 

Will back real soon with a awesome story! :) 

Have a wonderful day.....

Monday, 13 May 2013

Today was Yellow + What going on.


YELLOW never been my favorite color before but now yes! i am addicted with this color and believe me this is my first time wearing a yellow and yooohoooo i love my new look with this color...i feel the summer is just around the corner now. and WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR NOW..? :) 

At the age of 23, does give me lot of pressure and a huge pressure to understand what has going on in my life. Everything was hard and it getting harder day by day. Fuyyyyyy! sometimes i really sick and tired of life kept chasing me like this..but that how life goes right. am we have choice, it has to depend what kind of choice are you looking for. i do hate to grow up now cus it like a different whole world for as when we just a kids, we been living like the sweetnessss world ever! 

Life as a woman now is really hard and especially hard is when you are the one who responsibilities for everything's. and here i am now, it not a big deal but as the older one, i definitely feels heavy inside and there no words can describe how i feel. but i think is what we all always call "FAITH" right. i can't run from what it already meant to be cus no matter how Fast, how great, how powerful, how strong, still the word of FAITH no one can fight cus it something that been DESTINY. i not saying i a great person but i do can tell the world i am proud of myself sooo much that i can have this such a AMAZING BRAIN ever! cus my brain been really work so much amazing and it does give me alot of support and feel calm cus without my this amazing brain i won't have this strong and positive.  so i does feel grateful and thank you for make me such a mature grown up girl in such a young age and i hope i wont became someone that looook WORST in everyone eyes.

"Live well when you still got the world stand together with, cus it will let you see the life what we should see"

Wednesday, 10 April 2013

Feel the black.


It's beeen quite sometimes since my last post about outfit hereee! haha:P another from me "Feel The Black" is the theme and my favorite color! I wear something simple, easy and casual definitely my day too feel the black at this moment! Black has this kind of feel that give your feel comfortable and feel safe and feel good on it and feel sexy on it. sooo are you of Fans of "BLACK"  color. hrmm...

Tuesday, 9 April 2013

A moment to remember in lifetime.

with my most important role in my life. here you go, my mom.well,we really not look like daughter and mother right. many people say that we not look alike. hahaha:D

How can you ever forgot something like this, it just too wonderful. Memories does remain for forever. 

Mom, you always a wonderful woman, as a daughter, i do appreciative everything you give to us and teach us. it not easy to raise five of us but you actually did it by your own. you give us such a great inspiration in our life. 

Me, mom and my younger brother. Peace yo! 
The 3 of us. 
The 3 of them. (siblings) 
Family photooooo time :) 
We share a different styles but we still siblings! hahaha:P 
I can be super crazy when it come tooooo enjoy my day and being a me with my family! :P 
Siblings timeeeeee! Peace yoo! 
here another for yourrrrr! 

Here a snap for the time i beeen missing on blogs, so i just gonna random updated some picture. woohoo! i been really treasure my time with them on weekends now. it kind my routine day now. huahhahaa:D but don't you agree that  Picture does play a big part of our life when we getting old someday.I wonder if we could ever done all this when we older...?